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To fall.

Wed Nov 25, 2009, 1:07 AM
I need to go on a hiatus. I'm in a vicious cycle where I'm tired and get angry and sick and then I sleep and then bang something awful happens once again to me.
I'm trying to fix things myself.
I'm trying to work out who the people close to me actually are and why they pretend. I don't even know my parents and some of my friends. And that really irks me so much.
And I like being happy! I don't like coming off as a depressed person, that doesn't help anyone.
I'm also still sick and my final exams are coming up on December 4th through to the 10th.
My life is turning into some sort of horror story even though I'm changing it. I made up with someone I was fighting with and have earnt the trust of a few people recently. And though I should morally be some sort of angel I'm still so tired.
I'm coming off as an attention seeker here but I just wanted to be upfront for once because I lie to everyone and I don't enjoy it but it's protecting them and myself.
Sometimes it's harder to act how you feel than what you don't.
Now I have a science test to study for and 6 exams fairly soon-ish.
So I hope everyone will have fun in the next couple of weeks. Because I won't be. Shit! I'm being pessimistic again.
(You can so see the teenage angst dripping off this can't you)
x Gezza

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  • Mood: Angsty
  • Listening to: In Flames: Reroute to Remain
  • Reading: Science Revision Notes
  • Watching: Sunset
  • Playing: Too busy for fun.
  • Eating: Pills
  • Drinking: Medicene

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In my own words, I'm a greedy little midget.
But I'm the awesomest greedy little midget you'll ever know.

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  • Current Residence: Hiding in a small underground cavern
  • deviantWEAR sizing preference: Small around the arms and lower legs but stretchy in order to contain massive stomach and thighs
  • Print preference: I like my prints... printed? On.... paper?
  • Interests: Art, cute animals, literature, manga/anime
  • Favourite movie: Final Fantasy VII: Advent Children
  • Favourite band or musician: Most rock bands that aren't mainstream
  • Favourite genre of music: Alternative/Rock/Hyperactive Doof Doof
  • Favourite artist: DON'T MAKE ME CHOOSE! TT^TT
  • Favourite poet or writer: Anne Rice
  • Favourite photographer: The one who takes the pictures of the things that look nice
  • Favourite style of art: Anything quirky
  • Operating System: Windows Vista (Yay.)
  • MP3 player of choice: iRiver
  • Shell of choice: ? ... whut
  • Wallpaper of choice: Check my faves
  • Skin of choice: The only skin I've ever tested is the one I was born in
  • Favourite game: Halo 3, Gears of War, Kingdom Hearts, Final Fantasy
  • Favourite gaming platform: Xbox 360
  • Favourite cartoon character: That dancing man behind you. Ain't he adorable?
  • Personal Quote: *insert sarcastic sentance here*
  • Tools of the Trade: Camera, paper, shoddy pencils and a thing a like to call my brain

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~HazySunray 13 hours 31 minutes ago
thanks alot for the :+fav: !! :D
much appreciated !! :glomp:

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~fishy21 Nov 13, 2009, 2:42:25 PM
hey there!
thanx 4 da fave :hug:

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~QueenOfZodiac Nov 13, 2009, 2:45:44 PM
You are most welcome :D

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~YesThisIsMe Nov 12, 2009, 11:52:46 PM
many thanks for the fav ^^ ([link])

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~QueenOfZodiac Nov 13, 2009, 2:25:30 AM
You're welcome! :D

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